day 25

30th sept 07
well blog 25% of the way through, I can hardly believe that I have lasted this long without food or that it really doesn't seem like so big a deal! Of course it has its moments but they are definately emotional moments and not real hunger, a lot of the time it is my rebellious child stamping its foot because it wants to have a pasty, or chips or whatever it is it wants at the time. The adult me is looking forward to healthy choices, enjoying what I eat and the company I eat it in! And if I can learn to open a bottle of wine and not have to empty it that night that will be even better!Today girls had rugby trials for County so now have to wait to hear if they have got in, please either both of them or neither of them!I had my weekly trip to Plymouth and bought a pair of work trousers from M&S (not Evans!) as my others are HUGE but couldn't find jeans I like as yet, will struggle on with what I have to wear at home for the moment and just slob around! Visited MAC and tried out a new foundation which I had to buy! The girl in there is getting to know me quite well as new makeup is my treat to myself for each week I stick to the programme, but she doesn't know that! I have worn the same colours for years so am trying out lots of new ones as my confidence grows...25 years ago I was the slim, confident, 'punk' with the bright red spikey hair...and I know she is still in there somewhere!! Watch out world!!Ah well, to bed and to sleep...Monday tomorrow!
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