day 48

23rd oct 07
..ah well struggling on but feeling a bit underwhelmed with everything at the mo!Back to work after long w/e off which helps me focus, am a lot better at work as I seem to have more routine, even though I am driving all over the place! Had my flu jab at occ health today and that always makes me feel carp, and then I wondered if there was anything in the injection that was not LL friendly, which is just silly...Soooo...putting my adult head back on firmly from tomorrow morning and stopping my negative thinking!! Have a hard day as I am out with a bunch of docs and supposed to be having lunch with them so my pa is on hand to page me just as we sit down!!!..I can them make my apologies and leave...hope non of them come on here, sorry chaps if you do!!Just had my hot choc, so last half litre of water and then bed!!night blog....