25th oct 07
so half way through part one then blog!! Thought I had blogged last night but it isn't here so maybe I dreamed it all! Weigh in no 7 last night and another 4 pounds off so 40 altogether which is amazing. Could not have believed that I would lose so much so easily when I started this. Yes it has its ups and downs but because of abstinence it is so much easier to control the bad days and celebrate the good, and there are many more good days than bad! I feel like a different person, much more confident both at work and at home which is unnerving a few people but that is their problem and not mine, and I feel I can start to become the person I have wanted to be for some time. I don't want to change as I actually like myself but just become a stronger and more capable role model for my daughters and a more rounded person than I have been.Oh and I also want to buy a frou frou dress from Monsoon for Christmas, go to River Island and buy jeans, or not if i don't like the cut, and the jimmy choos are still calling me..oh and kitten heels for the dress I think!!So still a while to go, perhaps 3 stone by next week, that would be perfect, but still have 5 stone to lose before my BMI is healthy and that is my ultimate goal! Pleased to discover that my BMI is now obese rather than morbidly obese, another 3 stone and I will only be overweight, how cool is that!!Well to bed blog, to dream of skinny jeans and shimmy dresses!
so half way through part one then blog!! Thought I had blogged last night but it isn't here so maybe I dreamed it all! Weigh in no 7 last night and another 4 pounds off so 40 altogether which is amazing. Could not have believed that I would lose so much so easily when I started this. Yes it has its ups and downs but because of abstinence it is so much easier to control the bad days and celebrate the good, and there are many more good days than bad! I feel like a different person, much more confident both at work and at home which is unnerving a few people but that is their problem and not mine, and I feel I can start to become the person I have wanted to be for some time. I don't want to change as I actually like myself but just become a stronger and more capable role model for my daughters and a more rounded person than I have been.Oh and I also want to buy a frou frou dress from Monsoon for Christmas, go to River Island and buy jeans, or not if i don't like the cut, and the jimmy choos are still calling me..oh and kitten heels for the dress I think!!So still a while to go, perhaps 3 stone by next week, that would be perfect, but still have 5 stone to lose before my BMI is healthy and that is my ultimate goal! Pleased to discover that my BMI is now obese rather than morbidly obese, another 3 stone and I will only be overweight, how cool is that!!Well to bed blog, to dream of skinny jeans and shimmy dresses!
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