day 8

13th sept 07
well funny sort of roller coaster today Blog! Some of the day feeling very calm and serene and some of it feeling really weepy and sure that I can't do this for 12 weeks. Took the dog for a walk to the top of the moor and sat on a rock and had a long talk with my self and realised that only I am in control of this and actually it isn't too bad!! I miss food because it has been part of my life for so long, and it will be again, but just now I need a break from it to lose the weight I want to lose and to be more of the person I think I really am.Strange as I am not hungry at all now, the water is getting a lot better and it is probably just getting to a routine! Have been wearing my pedometer today and was shocked at how few steps I do during the day. I drive miles but that of course doesn't count!!Oh and apparently my breath smells! Thanks family, just made me feel a lot better!! (not)