day 74

18th nov 07
Had quite a busy day as I was working today to catch up with some of my team. Had to go to Truro early so managed a wander around M&S and got a really nice top that I have been after for a while. It is only a work one but I got an18 and it fits really well! Chuffed!!
Still got this tender tummy and feel a bit sick so think I may be bunged up (!) or have a tummy bug, will see how it goes this week. Don't have a temp so have taken the infamous dulcolax and we will see how that goes.....
Have managed to stop picking today and I am sure that will help the tummy as I am giving it all the wrong messages by eating bits and then stopping! So have had 3 vanillas today with coffee and a cranberry bar, I loooove them! Have gone off all the others at the moment...
Have decided not to buy cooked chicken or ham as they seem to be my weakness and if they are there in the fridge then I seem to pick at them! I would not have said pre LL that they would be a problem, more likely bread, pasta etc but they are not bothering me at all! Perhaps I know in my head that proteins are pref to carbs and so the crooked thinking tells me that it is OK to eat them!mmmm, get back in the box those thoughts and stay there until I can deal with you!
Z had a rugby match in Taunton today and they drew so happy with that! Yet more horrid rugby kit to wash! C has appt for her MRI scan on 6th dec at 6pm so at least we can see what is going on with her knee injury and get it sorted before next spring! Poor love!
Invented a very yummy looking butternut squash curry for their tea which they had with naan bread, one to save for when I am eating again!!
Well lie in tomorrow to make up for working today, bliss..paper and womans hour for me, and no interruptions!!