day 83

26th nov 07

Hi blog, couldn't get to you again last night so here is a resume..again!Yesterday did two lovely long walks with Ian and Oscar across the moor so felt pretty good and stuck to the foodpacks. Cooked chicken breasts and roast veg for everybody and told them to bin whatever they didn't eat! I cna't have food to pick at in the house at the moment which is really pathetic but just the way it is at the moment! Trying to sort it all out in my head but seem to be in a cheating myself sort of phase, almost like I have done so well that myself can't believe it or even allow it to happen...wierd things brains!!So, had a good day at work and went to a meeting this afternoon with my chief exec who I haven't seen for a few weeks. She asked me if i had been away as i looked so healthy and then said 'there is something really different about you'..!! I explained that I had lost a lot of weight and she was really nice and said how fantastic I looked and what was my secret etc etc! Felt really pleased because we don't have that sort of relationship really !lol Tonight came home and sorted the fires out, got coal, carried logs and took Oscar for a walk on to the edge of the moor..walked up one of the paths but it was really misty and got a bit spooked in the dark so bought him home!! There are a couple of hounds wandering around from a hunt last week, they always seem to lose a couple, and I am a bit wary of them!!Big flipping dogs!Sorry...not a 'hunt' is it...they exercise their dogs!! Ha Ha! ~:( Sorry won't be political....Zia and Ian were at rugby training at Newquay so got back starving and fed them sausages and french bread...all left over sausages donated to Oscar! He is definately going to need LL for dogs by the time I finish this!!Have just had a hot bath and am sitting down with my last pack, vanilla and coffee. Got to go and do a self defense course for work in the morning which is always fun, so can dress down instead of up! Have also agreed to go to the work dinner dance with a group of women from my building, I don't usually go to things like that but hey..new dress?? Actually I don't possess a dress so that will be fun!! Don't think I will be a lot lighter by the 17th Dec so need to try a few on this weekend, or I might just go black trousers and a glitzy top, and my killer heels!!Well bedtime I think....